Excerpts for That Old Cape Magic
A Finer Place
Though the digital clock on the bedside table in his hotel room read 5:17, Jack Griffin, suddenly wide awake, knew he wouldnâ€™t be able to get back to sleep. Heâ€™d allowed himself to drift off too early the night before. On the heels of wakefulness came an unpleasant realization, that what he hadnâ€™t wanted to admit yesterday, even to himself, was now all too clear in the solitary, predawn dark. He should have swallowed his petulance and waited the extra day for Joy.
It had been their long- established habit to flee the campus as soon as Griffin taught his last class. Usually, they hopped on the Freedom Trail (his term for I- 95), drove to New York and treated themselves by checking into a good hotel. During the day he would evaluate his small mountain of student portfolios while Joy shopped or otherwise amused herself, and then, evenings, theyâ€™d catch up on movies and go to good restaurants. The whole thing reminded him of the early years of their marriage back in L.A. It cost a small fortune, but there was something about spending money they didnâ€™t really have that made him optimistic about more coming inâ€"which was how it had worked in L.A.â€"and it got him through the portfolios.
This year Kelseyâ€™s Cape Cod wedding had royally screwed up their plans, making New York impractical, though heâ€™d been willing to substitute Boston. But Joy, assuming that thanks to the wedding all the usual bets were off, had messed things up further by scheduling
meetings on the day after his last class. â€œJust go,â€ she said when he expressed his annoyance at the way things were working out. â€œHave a boysâ€™ night out in Boston and Iâ€™ll meet you on the Cape.â€ Heâ€™d squinted at this proposal. Didnâ€™t you need more than one to have a boysâ€™ night out? Or had Joy meant it to be singular, one boy celebrating his boyness? Was that how sheâ€™d understood
the phrase all her life, as singular? Joyâ€™s relationship to the English language was not without glitches. She was forever mixing metaphors, claiming that something was â€œa tough line to hoe.â€ Row to hoe? Line to walk? Her sisters, Jane and June, were even worse,
and when corrected all three would narrow their eyes dangerously and identically. If theyâ€™d had a family motto, it would have been You Know Perfectly Well What I Mean.
In any event his wifeâ€™s suggestion that he go on without her had seemed less than sincere, which was why he decided to call her bluff. â€œAll right,â€ he said, â€œthatâ€™s what Iâ€™ll do,â€ expecting her to say, Fine, if it means that much to you, Iâ€™ll reschedule the meetings. But she hadnâ€™t said that, even when she saw him packing his bag, and so heâ€™d discovered a truth that other men probably knew alreadyâ€" that once youâ€™d packed a bag in front of a woman there was no possibility of unpacking, or of not going and taking the damn bag with you.
Worse, Joy, who preferred to watch movies on DVD rather than in a theater, as they were meant to be seen, had given him a list of films he was forbidden to see without her, and of course these were the only ones worth seeing. Heâ€™d spent an hour looking through the restaurant guides provided by the hotel, but couldnâ€™t decide on one, or even on what kind of food he wanted. Griffin had no trouble making these sorts of decisions when she was around, but for some reason, when he had only himself to please, he often couldnâ€™t make up his mind. He told himself this was just the result of being married for thirty years, that part of the decision- making process was imagining what his wife would enjoy. Okay, but more and more he found himself stalled, in the middle of whatever room he happened to be standing in, and he realized that this had been, of course, his fatherâ€™s classic pose. In the end Griffin had ordered room service and watched a crappy made- for- TV movie, the kind he and Tommy, his old partner, had been reduced to writing that last year or two in L.A. before heâ€™d gotten his teaching gig and